its 4 in the morning, me still wake.........
ws bsy wid wrk, thn had sme thaughts which felt to share wid u all.......
the 2.5 mnths we were 2gether were the mst precious pearls in lyf
came to knw u guys... lived wid u, njoyd wid u, had fights also........
saw each n every facet of lyf
i wont say i miss u guys, coz tht will seem fake.........
i wont say need dose dayzz back, coz thts nt possible
bt will ask, wot happened tht aftr trng, all parted out lik ths
telling, all got bsy wid prjcts will be an xcuse, coz in 1 yr, if everyone wanted cud hav taken at least 1 day off their bsy schedule if they all really treated every1 as a frnd.........
the day we completed our 1 yr, we cud hav assembled, bt jst due to some reasons, we planned n no one came
we jst kept planning n nthin else
some people nt interested in meeting others or wotever reasons.....
i still feel strange to look at the past 1 yr
people who were vry close, who used to talk everyday, were called best frnzzz
aftr trng, dnt knw wot the other person is upto
i jst hav 1 thng in ma mind at ths tym in the mrng, which stops me frm sleeping, n keeps on gng in ma mind......
does frnshp depends on hw long u hav been wid each other
coz we all were jst 2gether fr 2.5 mnths, we r nt tht gud frnz
inspite hav i been here wid ma collg frnz or someone whom i knew earlier, they wud hav been wid me till nw also, no matter we were posted in diff BUs, no matter we had loads of wrk.....
if the thngs go lik ths..... thn shud i ask myself b4 makin ny frnz in the company tht ths person will be ma personal frnd or jst a proffesional frnd..........
does frnshp is in diff categories??????
wen i ws in infy, i had a frnd who askd me a ques., which i ws nt able to understand y is he askin such silly ques. wots gng in his mind........
bt today, im able to understand his mind at tht tym
he asked me wen we both were havin dinner 2gether tht day, tht is our frnshp a professional one or a personal one.......
i gt confused y is he askin
bt 2day i understand his mind, and knw the reason y he askd so
fr 2 mnths, i ws in infy and fr almst 2 mnths i ws wid u guys!!!!!!
bt still y i feel, tht frnz i made their were and are more close to ma heart!!!!!!
y i feel more happier talkin to thm, thn to someone a trng frnd here, wen he meets during lunch or so.........
tht happiness is smwhere missin in ma heart, n i wana go bck to the old dayzzzz
where i had ma frnz to freak out wid......
ma frnz with whom i cud go rishikesh.......
n njoy the beach volleyball or rafting and tracking.......
still the night wen we were at rishikesh is clear in my mind, wen we were sitting near banks of Ganga, in the sand.......
the peace and comfort of being wid frnzzz ws der in my heart.......
which is missing nw......
im happy wid my team mates in project, all r vry gud
bt thy are nt ma frnzzz
ma frnzzz are missin in my lyf!!!!!!!!!
i can go rishikesh wid thm..... bt cant njoy as i did wid my frnzzz
will remember each n every moment spent wid frnzz at tht place.....
wenever go to nalanda fr ny trng session, wnt it to be in TH2.
want to sit at the same place i used to sit wid kalra!!!
want to liv tht lyf again
want to go dwn to canteen, n hav food wid all u guys!!!!!
bt smthng is missing in ma heart!!!
tht song keeps buzzing in ma ears............
YE RAAT AUR YE DOORIIII.......... and the faces of Yogesh and Kalra automatically comes in front of eyes, as if the sng ws featuring thm only........ lolzz....



just in the end, wud lik to share a few thaughts wid u all.....

SUNE PATJHAD ME PATTO KA SANGEET BHI KABHI
ZINDGI ME SARGAM KA KAAM KAR JATA HAI....
PARAKASHTA TAK PAHUCHE KOLAHAL ME KABHI,
SHANT SA CHEHRA SAB BAYAN KAR JATA HAI........
AISE HI PALO KO SAHEJ KAR,
HRIDAY K SUNE GALIYARE ME,
MAINE BASANT KO NYOTA HAI!!!!!!
SAVAN KI BUNDE TUM LAOGE.....
AISA MERA ANDESHA HAI!!!!!!!!!!!!